Decisions.

I think I'm going to run indoor track this year. (flame shield up)
I don't know. I feel like it'll be more fun, I'll be more successful, and I'll be with my actual best friends like Andy and Anthony and Keith. Musical would be cool. I'd get a fancy award for doing 5 harrisonburg plays, but I don't really give a damn about awards anymore. I'm still not entirely sure, but I'm getting closer and closer to deciding indoor every day. I'm going to try out for musical regardless of what I choose. Maybe I'll get a really good role, but most likely not. The peak of my acting career has been YCTC 2008 Hamlet, and I know for a fact Hello Dolly will not top that. Why not just do indoor?
I just can't help feeling bad. Mr. Swartz has put a lot of faith in me, and I've been a strong member of the program since 9th grade. If I end up doing indoor, I'll probably try to help in some way by building or whatever. Meh. Still feel bad.
When I really think about it, where are my best memories from high school? Seussical. XC 2005, XC 2006, Outdoor 06, XC 2007, Outdoor o7, Beauty and the Beast maybe, Outdoor 08, XC 2008. I'm not much of a musical theatre person. In high school I'm more of a runner than anything. I guess I first started thinking about this stuff in AP English when we had to draw that thing that kind of represented us. I was trying hard to decide between running shoes, and a guitar.

This is probably one of those posts that's like...what I've been trying to avoid. Whatever.